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Sunday, December 19, 2010

Sting & Yoga II

I came across an interview with Katie Couric and Sting. She asked at the end about yoga and how he came about it. After giving her a bit of a speal on how he and his wife came across it, he mentioned that yoga probably gave him about a decade or so of his music career. And that is because his lungs are more powerful and he has more energy.

That is a pretty big call from someone to say that about yoga. I don't entirely disagree with it either although the additional 10 years is only for him to say.

I do find myself at times though (especially when driving and thinking about something deeply), that I nearly choke. I found this to be because I forget to breathe!? It sounds very silly but when I'm engrossed in my thoughts (whether it be for business or personal matters), I am on auto-pilot as a driver and don't really think of anything else. I suppose all those controlled breathing in the class actually makes us control our breathing rather than breathing out of habit.

I hope I don't forget to breathe until it's too late!!

Monday, December 13, 2010

Longer legs

As per my previous post, I am definitely longer but I had this funny feeling that my arms were getting longer quicker than my legs.

Don't get me wrong, it's all good as long as I'm getting longer but it would be better if they were all at the same speed so I don't end up looking out of proportion!?

So, I was pretty happy to hear that a particular yoga move we did yesterday added 1mm to our legs.

Grab a tie or a strap. Lie on your back, wrap the tie or strap around the balls of one foot, hold the leg up 90degrees (the other loose leg is stretched out on the floor), flex your toes of the leg that is held up towards your face (dorsiflex). Grab onto the strap and pull it down gently. Repeat 3 times.

The result? Hopefully 1cm taller in 10 days if you do it daily!

Saturday, December 11, 2010

Sting & Yoga

Having seen some changes in myself, I became interested in celebrities who do yoga and why they do it and what benefits they have found in themselves.

Probably the most famous celebrity yogi that comes to mind is Madonna. But Madonna just seems too much of an egoist to be a real yogi so I decided to research Sting instead. I went to see him in concert some years back and remember being quite taken aback by his stage presence and his calm demeanour. Back then I just put it down to yoga and didn't think much of it because I wasn't keen on yoga anyway.

The story with Sting and yoga seems to go something like this:
1. Came to yoga late in his life at the age of 38 (around 1990)
2. Wish he had done it sooner but he thinks he wouldn't have been ready (I can relate! More in terms of mentally ready than physically ready)
3. Was physically fit all his life, running etc but was frustrated that as he aged, his performance in his physical activities worsened
4. Met a yoga master and asked for something that would be physically challenging
5. Was sceptical at first because he was looking for more challenging until his yoga master said he should give it a try (I can relate!)
6. After an ego-bruising session of moves he could not do, Sting realised he wanted to do more and learn more (I can relate!)
7. Got hooked and has been doing it on a daily basis (on average) since then (I can relate!)

One of the things that struck me was that although Sting was initially worried about the practice taking a chunk of him time (approx.2hrs per day), he said he actually had more energy to do more things during the day. And he was more composed in his thoughts.

I believe what he says about this is true because I feel it myself.

He goes on to describe how, unlike running or other physical activities, he gets better at yoga as he practices more. This is also true I think because it is all due to flexibility not wearing down your joints by running etc.

He also mentions that he is stiff in the gluteus which translates to a person being stubborn. This could be that whole ki thing I was talking about before. My yoga instructors tell me we store stress in our hips hence why it's important to release it through hip-opening exercises. And Sting says his goal is to move like fluid (and thus releasing the emotional aspects that stiffen people up in certain spots??).

Sting also talks a bit more about spirituality.

Full interview here:
http://www.stingus.net/sting_the_police_andy_summers_stewart_copeland_news_comments.php?id=360_0_2_0_C

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

karma

I attended a class with one of the male instructors the other day. He is an older, fit gentleman and his classes are always a bit tougher than the others. I'll call him Mr.Tall for ease of reference.

We started off with cat-cow (on all fours where we drop the belly arching the back on an inhale and then curving our back towards the sky on our exhale) stretches and then were told to lift our right knee out to the sides on the neutral pose.  We were then told to stretch out the leg and hold it up, level to our backs. This may sound easy but it's surprisingly difficult!

Mr.Tall is a no-nonsense instructor who takes the practice seriously and believes in going that much further when one thinks he/she can't go on anymore. So, as the class was moaning and groaning in pain(?), Mr.Tall told us to breathe in and breathe out to that area of the leg where we were feeling it. I was trying to breathe air into that area not knowing exactly how I was suppose to breathe into an area of the body.
Mr.Tall then said the Ki (prana or energy) goes to the place that we think about. As I was shaking like a leaf, what he said stuck with me.

As I drove back after class, I wondered if that is why, when one focusses enough about something, it usually happens. Such as the example of The Secret;  Law of attraction, positive thinking etc. When I ask for a spot in the parking lot of the shopping centre (and I am a regular there since that's where I park to go to yoga), I usually "ask" for a spot. Same level, same area albeit it may be a few spaces further or closer than I ask for.. And funnily enough, it usually happens (98% of the times). Of course I freak out and just tell myself it's a coincidence because otherwise, it proves the whole point about how powerful the "thoughts" can be (I am talking about conscious thoughts because I don't know anything about unconscious thoughts. That would be Freud's field of expertise.)

So, today I thought about the whole energy thing again and something clicked in me. I wonder if that's where the concept of karma came from. As an example, a person does bad things and hurt people, the "victimes" then collectively have negative thoughts about this person (anger, sadness, spite, revenge etc) thus sending negative energy to that person. And with the massive force of negative energy, something bad eventually happens to this person....

I wonder if anyone agrees.. ??

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Dancer moves

Last week I had a cousin-in-law (CIL) of mine ask me to come in and help her at her newly opened restaurant. Having never waitered in my life, I wondered what it would be like.

Luckily for me, it was not too difficult because it is relatively small in size (only 9 tables in total). The CIL advertised on the local paper recently so she started getting an influx of interested foodies.
On my second day as a waitress, madly running around serving customers and attending to their needs, one of the customers said (as I was topping up their water cups);
"We're going to have compliment you"

Feeling my chest expand with pride (because I thought she was referring to my super-efficient and super-speedy waitressing skills), I said "Oh really?". The customer then says; "Yes, we have been watching you. You move very gracefully. Are you a dancer?"

I nearly chocked with laughter. I have never in my life been asked this and although I have been told that I have poise, no one has ever said I move with grace. And certainly nobody has ever mistaken me for a dancer.

"Oh no, I'm not a dancer at all." I said. But then I realised it must be because of yoga so I added: "Maybe it's because I do yoga. It makes me more nimble and softer in my movements"

The customer then said "Ahhh yes, yoga does do that."

I didn't bother to say that I'm an equities trader running my own asset management business. It just seemed so "un-graceful" to say what I do for a living.  :)

Friday, November 26, 2010

Abs!

At the end of our yoga session, the instructors usually add ab exercises. It's pretty hard (even for a generally fit person like myself) and so I've been avoiding it by pretending to do some back stretches instead while the others willingly give it a go. The good thing about the instructors in my yoga studio is that they don't push people and stress that they only go as far as they feel comfortable. And hence, they have not been nagging me about it.

I think the instructors realised I was actually fine and was just being lazy and so they started telling me to do the ab exercises. I thought: "Alright, alright".

The moves don't take too long. You lie down on your back, then pull your legs up so that you are at a 90degree angle. Using your abs, you put your legs down about 1/3 way down. Hold hold hold for about 5 breaths, then down your legs go for another 1/3 way down, hold. Then lower the legs to about 6inches above the floor, hold for 5 breaths. And no, you don't lower the legs to the floor but repeat the whole sequence by raising your legs up to the ceiling. Do this about 3 times.

It's pretty hard and hence why I've been ignoring them but having done it 3 days in a row, I started seeing some very nice definition on my abs. This in turn has fueled the desire to do more and not be so tardy during the class.

It's truly amazing how much yoga can sculpt the body in a short space of time. I never saw such results so quickly with anything I had done previously (crunches etc). Go yoga!!!

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Road un-rage

I made a trip to look at an investment property today. The area I have been researching is about an hour's drive from where I am. And today, I took a friend along to accompany me!

On our way back from the two properties we saw, the highway was bumper-to-bumper. This was quite unusual for this highway at around this time. As we were crawling on the highway, I turned to my friend and mentioned that I am a lot more patient with traffic nowadays and that I put it down to yoga. My friend has known me for many years and so, she is all too familiar with my nasty temper and road rage. In my pre-yoga days, I would curse everything and everyone in sight, pull out my hair or perhaps punch something.

My friend then said it was probably due to aging! She is partly right but there is a reason why yoga helps with road rage. It's because road rage isn't really because of the roads or bad drivers. It's because there is something that is simmering inside of the person and the traffic/bad drivers is just a catalyst to push the person to the boiling stage of emotions.

Regular yoga practice calm people emotionally and  therefore even when faced with frustrating moments, people are less likely to blow up because they were probably never in that simmering emotional state anyway. That's my two cents.

Yoga is just a tool to better equip ourselves against ourselves.

Monday, November 22, 2010

Confidence in trading

I'm feeling good today. Feeling confident and stable enough to put a trade through.
Last time I put in a trade for MGX and I didn't feel good about it before, during and after it went through. But I felt pressured to do something because the market was having a good day, mining stocks were doing well and things looked on the up.

This is the same stock that I had a nightmare about on that night. The one that plummeted and sure enough it did the next week.

Whether this good feeling today is an intuition, positive feelings that I bring upon myself or a universal signal, who knows! Bring it on!

Sunday, November 21, 2010

Psychic!

This sounds bizarre but I'm having more psychic experiences!

I think of things, for example, and then it will happen. I think about a particular person and then I'll get a call or email from them a day later or so.

I had a dream that one of the shares I bought 2 weeks ago (MGX) plummeted. Sure enough, a few days later it did after it came out of its trading halt.

Last time I dreamt that I failed one of my MBA subjects which I ignored because I knew that I wasn't going to fail (I put in a lot of time and effort into it) and sure enough, I did fail it.

These are just a few examples and perhaps I should write down these things when they happen.

It's really freaking me out!

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

The progress so far

It's been about 3 months since I started this yoga on a regular basis (average 4-5 times a week). So what changes can I see?
  • Leaner body especially my arms. It almost feels like my arms are longer!
  • Butt is tighter and slightly higher
  • Getting up in the morning is so much easier. I feel light and therefore don't feel like a slug crawling out of bed.
  • Although the body is light, my body feels like it is as strong as steel. Hard to explain because one would think it would have to be heavy to feel strong but I don't feel this way. My movements are much lighter and smoother but if required (in a fight for instance) I think it can take a bit of a hit (could this be from Ki???)
  • My posture has improved. I've been told I stand up straighter than before. 
  • I'm hungrier more frequently (probably from the body fat being replaced by muscles)
  • I'm generally calmer (emotionally and mentally) and less moody. 
  • I have a little more respect for people and less judgmental with those I meet. 
  • I don't feel like pulling my hair out and screaming if the market goes the opposite way. I take it as it is and reassess my strategy (yes I'm bothered by the Irish "debt crisis" and China slowing their growth but what can I do??)
  • I'm eating a little better and it's by choice. Because I have more respect for my body, I want to eat better to nourish it. 
And what hasn't changed?
  • I don't feel like I'm "one" with the universe 
:)

Monday, November 15, 2010

General Health

Today I got to talking with an older, big, burly male in the yoga class. He is a former rugby player who is now a remedial masseur.I met him a few weeks before and spoke with him for a bit. I'm not the type of person to get easily intimidated by someone but I found this guy to be a little bit. Perhaps because he was a lot older than myself and had a bit of a strong presence about him.

If I were to describe him, I'd say he is like a taller caucasian version of Diego Maradona less the jewellery that Maradona wears.

Anyway, I found out that he was not only a remedial masseur but a Reiki master. As I mentioned in the previous post about the mumbo-jumbo enlightenment business, I don't know how effective Reiki is but I know it is something to do with energy (universal) and its healing powers.

He was kind enough to take the time out to explain what Reiki is, his experiences in what it did for some people and why it's important to be "attuned" (whether it be through yoga or reiki or so on). He also talked about how everyone wants to have perfect health (working as a remedial masseur, I'm sure he comes across a lot of people who try to achieve this) but that they neglect their mental and emotional health. Although a person may be "physically healthy", if he/she is suffering mentally or emotionally, the stress will manifest itself physically. (I always did think stress is the number one reason for ill-health!)
He then said that when everything (mental, physical, emotional) is ok, then we should be focussing on our spiritual health.

I don't really know what spiritual health is but it made me think about our preconceived notions and percpetions we have of people we meet. I never thought of this man as a "spiritual healer" or someone who even remotely thinks of spiritual awareness. He just seems likes an English ex-football hooligan with a penchant for drinking, smoking and living the good life.

It's made me realise the importance of getting rid of these notions and being open to what is brought to us.

Now for that Reiki session with Mr.ex-football hooligan!

Saturday, November 13, 2010

Leg strength

The other day I was outdoors sitting cross-legged enjoying coffee and the company of a friend. We decided to get a move on and I asked the friend to help me up. As he lent his hand, I grabbed it and lifted myself up.

Funny thing is, I didn't need any of the help from my friend. I don't quite know where the strength came from but I got back home and tried it again.

Sitting cross legged, I leant a little forward to lift my torso and butt off the floor whilst balancing on the outside edges of my feet. Then I just straightened my whole body and that was that!

I know that I couldn't do this before my yoga practice. I had to use my hands to lift myself off or have someone help me up.

Yoga has done amazing things to tone and strengthen my arms and the back. And although the results aren't as easily visible on the legs, being able to get up so easily from sitting on the floor is an indication of a strengthening of the lower body and an improvement on balance.

As for my upper body, my triceps and biceps are much more toned and I have those deltoids! My lower back which has always been rather soft and fleshy now has virtually no fat. All I feel in my lower back is my bones and hardness. Maybe doing all those backbends (locust, cobra etc) has dissolved the fat there. Who says one can't spot reduce their fat?

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Bad drivers

My possible downfall in this whole yoga journey may be that I'm expecting yoga to be a fix-it-all. An instructor once told me that yoga is not a fix-it when he found me complaining that my shoulder was still aching (has been for years because I'm a computer addict) even when I was doing yoga.

Today I found myself on the road cursing bad drivers. I was only on the road for a total of 20 minutes and still managed to come across them. One Ute driver zoomed straight across the roundabout without even looking to his right to see if there was any cars approaching (ie: me!).. Another driver was parking so badly I found myself stuck behind the car asking why these people don't go get some proper lessons and stop being such a hazard on the road for everyone's sake.

 As I made my way to a shopping centre for my morning coffee and scan of the finance news, I wondered whether I should turn right or go straight. Both directions lead to the entrance of the shopping centre. At the last minute I decided I am going straight!

So what do I find myself doing?? Driving straight through the intersection to go up the ramp. Only issue was that it was a RED LIGHT! How lucky was I that there were no cars on either side of me!!!
Talking about bad drivers I must be the worst driver on the road. I'm so busy thinking how crap everyone else is that I break the rules on the road!

If yoga brings positive energy to oneself, it must also bring negative energy. I think it's called Karma!

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Flowing like the water

I was rather excited to see Namaste Yoga back on one of the pay TV channels this morning. So I made myself some toast and sat down to watch the 2 episodes. Of course I did not get up to do it myself because either I'm lazy or because I want to memorise the sequence and different asanas to try at a later time. (Yes, it's because I'm lazy!)

One of the things I picked up from watching it today was that, these people look as though they are flowing between their poses. They move as though they are moving under water. Very smooth, very controlled.

I began to wonder why I look like a near-broken machine when I do yoga (I'm exaggerating a bit here). As I blankly stared at the TV munching away like a couch potato, I realised why. Yes, it's partly because these people on TV are professionals and they probably have been practising for years but it was also because their core muscles (abs) never seem to hang loose.

Sometimes I forget to keep those muscles engaged when I'm focussing on breathing or lifting the limbs. And therefore my body doesn't have much of a stable ground to start from.

So, now that I realised this, I'll pay more attention and see if it makes much of a difference.

A quote by Buddha

Today's class was full of beginners and my usual instructor took her time to go through and explain each of the asanas with them.

They didn't look like the fittest (nor the most flexible) bunch so I think they may have been really pushing themselves to do some of the moves.

As usual, we did some vinyasa (flow style yoga), then went into balancing (tree pose, dancer's pose and eagle pose) and finished off with some bridge pose and the plough pose. As we cooled down with some supine twists, the instructor said: "There is a quote by Buddha. He says that Pain is inevitable in life, but suffering is optional".
Although she was saying this in relation to pulling yoga poses and advising the beginners not to do anything that feels uncomfortable, I thought how true this is in the attitude we have.

The world is how we choose to see it...

Monday, November 8, 2010

Mumbo Jumbo self-enlightenment

I went to the Mind, Body and Spirit festival over the weekend with an open-minded companion. I have been there twice many years back to get an aura photos but my intentions were a little different this time.

As I walked through the halls, I wondered if  all of these methods, trinkets and theories weren't just a load of hogwash. Some customers were getting massages whilst the masseur made hissing sounds, some were getting "spirtiual healing" and some were getting their auras cleared. All of which involved someone performing these acts on the willing customer.

There was a free seminar about meditation so the faithful companion and I lined up. When everyone sat down, the speaker briefly takled about meditation. He said that meditation is used to think in a different way because our thoughts can be the reason for the stress we feel.
So, during meditation, instead of directing the thoughts to the thoughts that cause stress, we direct the thoughts to "no stress" (as he put it). "Ok, that's an interesting way to put it" I thought.

After that initial 2 minutes of telling us what meditation is, what does he do? Puts on their meditation CD, asking us to follow the instructions and meditate for 10 minutes. Serious??!!? I mean, the exhibition centre was packed out and it was damn noisy.

So, after the 10 minutes of quasi-meditation, the speaker gets back up and says, "If you are interested in buying the cd, bla bla bla... ". I found myself bolting out the door!

Moving onto another stall, a guy came up asking whether we had heard of this particular type of meditation. I think it was Sahaja or something. He went to explain about the chakras and how the energy can be blocked in one of the 7 points saying that to reach enlightenment, it needs to be free from the crown of the head because that's where it gets blocked.

So, what's the purpose of letting the energy go out from the crown of the head I asked. Apparently to reach enlightenment and be one with the spiritual world (or something like that). He mentioned that I should take a seat with one of the instructors and that I'd be able to reach enlightenment after 5 minutes. Oh please! As if anyone can reach enlightenment in 5 minutes. It took someone like Siddartha decades, did it not?!

Sunday, November 7, 2010

Eating pretty well

Ok, so the last post was about taking a couple of cancer sticks and enjoying myself! Although I had a moment of weakness (and probably will for the rest of my life when it comes to these cigarettes) I am generally eating better.

I never really thought twice about putting certain shitty food in my mouth but nowadays I wonder how much chemicals go into packaged food and whether I want it to go into my body. I put it down to having a little more respect for my body and therefore being more aware of what goes into it.

I guess it's no different to caring about something and therefore you want to take care of them/it..

Yoga increases desire to smoke??

I'm not a regular smoker but occasionally I will give in to the cravings of an Indonesian cigarette. I'm not too sure if other countries make such cigarettes but these particular ones I have cravings of are made of tobacco, cloves and has a sweet taste to the tongue.

The other day I was thinking of these cigarettes for about a week and tried to resist but could no longer! I gave into the urge and had two. I felt rather disgusted with myself BUT it was damn good!!

I thought doing yoga would stop these cravings???

Thursday, November 4, 2010

Energy flow

So after the fat finger trade, I tried putting a sell order for a small profit this morning but had issues. It kept coming up with an error message saying that I did not have sufficient shares. ?!?!
So then I got on the phone and spoke with a rep of the broking firm. He said he'd place me on hold and fixed what he needed to. I was monitoring the share price whilst being on hold and I realised the share price kept increasing. I took it as a sign that maybe I wasn't supposed to sell it at that initial low price!

So then I (nervously) put in a higher sell order and hoping it will go through, made my way to lunch time yoga class. Yoga classes are always a good way to calm oneself when feeling a bit nervous.

Whilst driving, I got to thinking about energy and how yoga is supposed to help with the flow of the energy within oneself. Now, this sounds all loopy and spacey but I started wondering if the proper flow of the energy within onself actually opens the person to receive outside energy (universal). The universal energy is supposed to give you what you want, if you ask for it. At least that's what it says in the book "The Secret".

Either that, it's because I have accepted trading my own methods than what's out there. There are a lot of systems out there and lots of information and this can cloud or even confuse a trader. These days I just do what I feel is right and what works for my type of trading (very short term with smaller profits rather than riding a trend). Yoga gives me a sense of self and an acceptance of my own ways.

And the last theory is that, perhaps I'm just getting better at trading! :)

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

Fat finger trade!

If anyone is familiar with the term 'fat finger' in trading, that would be me today albeit under slightly different circumstances!

For a short term trade, I put in an order to buy shares and if executed, I put in a sell order at a higher price for the same day. Today, I made a mistake of buying the same number of shares twice and hence doubling the brokerage fee! And ending up with twice as many shares as I had intended!

Panic, panic, panic!! But what am I to do?! The orders went through and I can't exactly deny a mistake on my part.

Yogic breathing... calm, deep, blue sea....... Mental clarity, emotional detachment...... breathe, breathe, breathe....

What will be will be! If my sell order goes through, I make a profit and if not, I gotta cop it on the chin and cut my losses....

emotional detachment.. .detach detach detach...

Monday, November 1, 2010

Finding a partner

After class, I got to talking with my female instructor. We started off by talking about yoga in general and I opened up to say how much I think it was changing my outlook. I said that I feel as though I'm becoming a better person (more patient, more calm) and that I didn't feel so mentally cluttered.

She then told me about another one of her students who, when she started 3 months ago, was a very self-conscious, shy and submissive girl. The instructor then went onto telling me how much this girl had changed and after 3 months, she was standing taller, speaking with more confidence and apparently even found herself a boyfriend! My instructor said, "I know it sounds all cheesy and stuff but she has changed so dramatically that she's almost unrecognisable."

I went onto add that perhaps through yoga, you accept yourself a little more and by being "present", you let things be. I think when you let things be, you stop putting pressure on yourself. This in turn probably releases pent-up energy and by releasing it, you're more readily available to accept other energies that flow.

This post sounds really quite spacey!

Sunday, October 31, 2010

A wine lover's guide to balancing poses

After one too many glasses of vino, I struggled to compose myself during some balancing poses. Usually I zone out and stare into nothing or focus on a stain or spot on the wall to help with my balance.
This time, it was not to be!

My leg was shaking during a tree pose and I found myself gripping the mat with my toes. Apparently the toes should be relaxed and the anchor should come from the outer edge of the foot, strong thighs and super strong abs. The eagle pose and dancer's pose was no easier..

I suggest if anyone is trying to do yoga after a few big nights, don't! You may just hurt yourself... 

Damn you Vino!

Saturday, October 30, 2010

A successful trade

All this calm energy gave me a bit more confidence and clarity for a trade I put through on Friday.

It was a very quick trade (RMD) with a buy order placed in mid morning and a sell order placed in the late afternoon. A tidy profit in a very short space of time. It was probably less than two hours of work in total.

Discipline is probably one of the most important aspects of a trader and yoga reduces the emotions that affect discipline.

Now, here's hoping it can be replicated again and again!

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Surfing the waves

During meditation in today's class, a very intuitive yoga instructor said to us:
"Think of your thoughts as being like the wave. It's the mind's job to think so instead of trying to stop the wave, why not just surf them?"

No doubt it is very difficult to clear the mind completely when meditating because thoughts come and linger.

Instead of trying to fight them and stop them entering completely, it makes perfect sense to acknowledge them and let them go.

Monday, October 25, 2010

An early riser

I have been waking up at around 7am without too much struggle.

Before the regular yoga, the thought of getting up at 7am was my idea of torture. Although I never needed to be dragged out of bed by someone, I was sluggish getting out of bed and relied on caffeine boost to help me rid the mental daze.

Nowadays, I spring out of bed with a clear mind and the first cup of coffee is more like a treat than a need. But it could also be the fact that I am taking this semester off from studies so that could be the reason for the decrease in fatigue. Or that I've been taking multivitamin tablets every day for the past two weeks or so. In saying this, I felt energised before taking multiviamins.

Also, I hear doing Sun Salutations for about 15 minutes first thing in the morning helps to energize you and prep you for the day. I will start doing this and see if it makes any difference.

Sunday, October 24, 2010

I'm taller!!

This will sound strange but I think it's true!

I think my arms are longer! And I've been told my legs are longer! I think overall I'm a little taller as well!! It would make sense that I'm taller since yoga helps straighten the posture...

But could the results show so quickly?!

In the end I guess it does not matter whether it is true or not. As long as I believe it to be true, it is true. Isn't it?

As one wise person said: "Your beliefs are your reality."

Saturday, October 23, 2010

Desires

Yoga is said to change a person's life by awakening their spirituality and bringing forth a sense of enlightenment.

So before I notice any drastic changes I should note down all of my desires and vice(?).

Below is my list:
  • A fast, sexy car (eg: Audi R8, Bugatti Veyron, Lamborghini Murcielago etc etc) - Tick!
  • A house overlooking the Sydney Harbour Bridge and Opera House - Tick!
  • A jet for my jet-setting lifestyle - Tick!
  • Fame & power - Tick!
  • Ability to do all sorts of contortions and yoga poses, such as the Firefly and the Scorpion - Tick!
  • Travelling wherever I want whenever I want - Tick!
  • Lots of alcohol as part of a healthy diet - Tick!
  • Lots of bread, pasta, rice and other forms of carbohydrates - Tick!
  • Intolerance to stupid, superficial people - Tick!
  • Impatience - Tick!
I'll review these in the future to see if anything has changed.

The value of a chuckle

Joined a beginners class today just to review my alignment and refresh my memory on asanas (postures). It was good to see more guys in the class albeit being dragged by their girlfriends (a huge assumption here)!

During the Warrior I pose the instructor went around correcting everyone and one guy let out a huge "Waahhhh!!!!!" as the instructor pulled his front leg forward, intensifying the stretch. The whole class burst into laughter and I think we all felt a little better knowing that others were struggling just as much as ourselves in this challenging pose.

Sometimes in yoga, we focus so much that we forget to laugh at ourselves a little. But I guess the same could be said for our lives.... :)

Thursday, October 21, 2010

Yogic breathing in unsettling times

Just became a witness to a lady who was hit by a car in front of mine. Although she wasn't terribly hurt, she was shaken up quite badly. I got out of the car to assist her but found myself shaking just as much as her! Must have been a sight me asking her if she was ok when clearly I wasn't ok either!

I'm still shaking from it and finding it quite hard to think properly!

Must remember yogic breathing to calm myself down! The way to do this is breathing in slowly, filling the stomach and then the chest. When exhaling, the chest should deflate first followed by the stomach. The exhale should always be longer than the inhale.

Ok, feeling a little bit calmer now.

PS: The lady is OK and an ambulance was called just in case. Good to see there are still decent people out there willing to help those in need.

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Clarity of mind

Part of what I do during the day is investing in shares and monitoring the prices of shares in the portfolio. I have no shortage of information through the media (internet, online business news, finance channels) and also have friends in the industry. So it's no understatement when I say I am information-overloaded.

This may have worked against me in the beginning because my mind was cluttered with info and hence my emotions rode high and low (much like a wave) depending on what info I was taking in.

So I was quite surprised when, a few days ago, I found myself very calm at a very nerve-racking situation. One of the portfolio's speculative stock was plummeting due to a massive sell-off. There was no news around it so it was unusual especially on an up-day in the markets.

Instead of my usual reaction of "OMG, what do I do? Help Help! What the hell is happening?", I took a breath, stepped back and structured my thoughts and my strategy. There was none of this heartbeat racing like crazy nor the cursing that usually happens to me during these times.

If I were to explain it in a visual sense, it was as though I'm planted right infront of a busy road in India wanting to cross the road. Instead of looking left and right constantly looking for a gap and trying to dodge traffic, I am completely calm, accepting the traffic as it is and just waiting until everything clears so I can cross the road. I am not impatient and nor do I get irritated at the situation I find myself in.

Whether this is the result of regular yoga remains to be seen. Yoga does emphasis the need for being at the present moment and clearing the mind. I'm told that, during meditation, if thoughts come to mind when one should be focussing on clearing it, they should just acknowledge those thoughts and then let it pass. No attachments, no frustrations, no emotions.

"It is what it is"

Saturday, October 16, 2010

The Crow

After about 2 months of regular yoga, I can now hold the Crow pose for about 5 seconds! The Crow is where you squat, put both hands on the ground and lift both your bent legs off the ground.
Much harder to do than it sounds!

What's even better is that my body is so much more defined and stronger that I can't stop touching my new-found muscles! :p

Thursday, October 14, 2010

Willie Mason's yoga session

NRL player Willie Mason supposedly tried a bikram yoga session thinking it would be a piece of cake.

Few puddles of sweat later he said he drank 2 litres of water, 2 bottles of Powerade and slept like a baby that night! He reckons it was the most difficult thing he had ever done.

Will he be back!? Apparently Yes!

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Body = Mind

Being a relatively physically fit and mentally positive person, I was a true believer in the power of the mind. I didn't take too kindly to being a prisoner to the body's needs and thought it perfectly fine to push myself physically with the mind. It was a: "Just a little more. Come on body, you can do it!" or a "I know I look sick but I'm not. My body will listen to my mind and do as it is told!"

Unfortunately (or fortunately..) one cannot do this at yoga. The poses can be very physically challenging and requires a hell of a lot of concentration. And one must not forget to breathe!

In yoga, the body determines what the limits are. Your mind just simply needs to accept it and respect the body for what it is and what it can do.
hmmm....